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Herding the Ox
The enlightenment for which Zen aims, for which Zen exists, comes of itself. As consciousness, one moment it does not exist, the next it does. But physical man walks in the element of time even as he walks in mud, dragging his feet and his true nature.
So even Zen must compromise and recognize progressive steps of awareness leading closer to the ever instant of enlightenment.
Paul Reps - Zen Flesh, Zen Bones
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SEARCHING FOR THE OX
Wild and unruly,
the ox roams here and there:
seeking pleasure, avoiding pain.
Weary of being led around blindly,
the boy makes a firm resolution:
to catch the ox, tame it,
and ride it home.
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FINDING TRACKS
Walking the path
and paying close attention,
the boy finds the first traces of the ox.
With fresh resolve
and firm intention,
he knows which direction to go.
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FIRST GLIMPSE
The elusive ox is sighted !
In a moment of clear awareness
the boy fleetingly sees into the nature
of his untrained mind.
But the wily ox
of unconscious motivations
and old habits
still runs wherever it wants.
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CATCHING THE OX
The ox is finally caught
but puts up a fierce struggle.
Its powerful nature is not easily changed.
Holding tight onto the rope
with firm determination
and sustained effort,
the boy must turn the ox
in a new direction.
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LEADING THE OX
Having won the struggle,
the boy now leads the way.
But he must keep a firm hold on the tether.
The new mode of being
based on understanding and insight
is still tender and not yet secured:
reverting to previous habits
and attitudes can easily occur
and must be guarded against.
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RIDING THE OX
Following the stormy process of transformation, comes a time
of unity and harmony.
The power of the ox has been integrated
and the long silenced inner voice
finds joyful expression
as the pair continues
on their Way.
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THE OX TRANSCENDED
The ox is no longer of any concern to the boy.
At peace with the nature
of all things,
the boy enters deep meditation.
Dwelling in blissful solitude,
the boundaries between
"self" and "other"
begin to melt.
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THE SELF TRANSCENDED
The flame of selfhood
has been extinguished:
no self, no other,
no time, no space,
the fulness of Emptiness.
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REACHING THE SOURCE
Out of Emptiness appears that which IS.
Poised in mystic selflessness,
there is no self in anything particular:
The 10,000 things arise ......
and pass away.
(Only oxen fuss over this ! )
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MEETING PU-TAI
Returning to the world,
one is invisible:
no doer, only the doing;
every deed a part
of the functioning
of totality.
Pu-tai smiles and walk on.
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